You don't have to worry about that. I've managed to keep complete control over myself for years. About minor things, of course, but it's still a practiced discipline that should come in handy.
[the quietest, darkest part of him wonders if possibly he deserves this on some level. it's silenced by his logic, choked out before he even dares voice it, but it still hovers.
and he ignores it.]
We're close to breakthrough, at least. We've come too far for it to be undone by this. That alone should keep me going.
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[the quietest, darkest part of him wonders if possibly he deserves this on some level. it's silenced by his logic, choked out before he even dares voice it, but it still hovers.
and he ignores it.]
We're close to breakthrough, at least. We've come too far for it to be undone by this. That alone should keep me going.