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[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-03-29 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
The way he spoke of it...he volunteered. So it would seem that as you say, they may have deemed it a simple task. According to him, if it worked, Zymandis would use it again. But what he had on him was the last of it for the time being.

After Loki used his sword to extract the truth, Percy attempted to use machines to attack us and fled. He didn't get far. While we were fending off the robots, he said that he'd concocted the virus out of several strains in order to create a "super virus". And he was...excited...about its efficacy. About its efficiency.

Especially when he...


[Here he falters, an obvious stutter in his transmission]

He confirmed that he'd been. [A pause, he tries again] He was feeding them. To each other.

He sounded so...




So strangely delighted.

[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-03-29 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
It sounded like more than facilitation to me. He specifically said they became more readily violent after he began feeding them to one another, so I took it to mean he...the "meat" people found in the sewers, and the bodies...

[It's disturbing to think on, for more ways than one.

But the worst is that he feels as though he's known such a horrible person, in a past life that wasn't his. A mad scientist delighting in creating monsters...]


Apparently, the intention was to spread this disease across the universe, and harvest its energy in the aftermath.

[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-03-29 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
I feel as though I knew such a person, before I... During the years I don't remember.

[It disturbs him, the familiarity of it. How much anger simmers low in him, that he could swear is not his own. How much disgust.

And how much disappointment.

So much of it feels as though it isn't his, these feelings roiling about]


It is fortunate we stopped this before it reached such a scale.

[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-03-29 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
[What a time to get into issues of amnesia, but it's difficult to explain otherwise]

I think I once told you I was the product of experimentation. At least, if I'm not mistaken. Changing humans into ghouls...making them unable to subsist on anything but their own kind...

Although I can't recall him, I think I was reminded of that person. Kanou was his name, so I was told.

[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-03-29 11:08 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. This mission has felt...quite familiar, in some respects. People hunting one another. People changed such that their hunger became impossible to control...

[He may have been like that, once]

As I understand it, Kanou was transplanting organs from ghouls into humans, which creates...well. Something like myself, if successful.

I've kept perspective, regarding the separate nature of this mission, but...something about the way he spoke was...disconcertingly reminiscent.
Edited 2017-03-29 11:09 (UTC)

[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-03-29 11:23 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mean to trouble you with it. We all have our difficulties.

[The past, whatever it was...it's behind him. Haunts him, but there's nothing for it. He doubts he'll ever remember. If he did, he's pretty sure that he'd cease to be himself anymore.

That too is a disturbing prospect]


But it is strange to think someone would devise such a method, and that it would come close to some other one, in another world entirely.

...I hope the people here won't remember it. What the hunger did to them.

[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-03-29 11:48 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps you're right about that, after the things we've seen.

I wish that weren't so. If it were me, I...
[A pause. Though she can't see it, he chews his lip] Mm. No. I would be stopped.

[There's a level of certainty in that statement that translates even in text. And then he simply moves on from it, as though it bears no explanation]

But a ghoul reaching a point of starvation would run on pure instinct, and would be liable to recall nothing until after their hunger had been sated.

[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-03-30 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
I'll hope for that much then, at least, after all they've gone through here.

What sorts of beings do those stories talk about?


[Maybe that will be a lighter subject]

[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-04-01 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a good thing he reads so much]

That's some sort of vampire, right?

[personal profile] ex_adept136 2017-04-11 10:27 am (UTC)(link)
They're only in fiction, in my home.

But then, I guess it'd be a bit excessive on top of ghouls.


[The weakest stab at humor...]